Los Angeles
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“I Was Only a “Fuck Up” Because I Believed It”
I’ve attended a few colleges… but it wasn’t a straight line. After high school, I didn’t really graduate the normal way. I had a year of making up classes—seven Fs. Not even real night school. It was basically a building where you go to make up credits so you can get the diploma. LOL. After… Continue reading
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“The Demons Dancing at the Rave”
Comfort feels like peace… until it quietly kills you. This is a reflection on discipline, loops, demons, and the structure that finally saves a man’s life. Continue reading
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“Cyber Monday Tried to Break Me — Simba Saved Me.”
A quiet Sunday drifting between numbness, clean eating, Cyber Monday traps, and saving money for Simba’s vet visit. Continue reading
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🎬 “Street Cinema: The Shining — The Loop’s Favorite Disguise Is Morality”
IMAX made The Shining feel less like a haunted-hotel movie and more like a trauma-loop movie—where denial and control become the household climate. Continue reading
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“La melodía del alma — The Melody of the Soul.”
Walking my sister’s pit bull, I realized writing has become the only place where my mind can rest — where no one says “shhh,” and my soul finally speaks. Continue reading
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“People Tell on Themselves (If You Watch)”
I think I’m a good judge of character—not because I’m psychic, but because I watch patterns. Words matter, but actions over time tell the truth. Continue reading
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Happiness, Finally — and It’s Quieter Than I Expected
I am most happy now. Before, waking up meant darkness. Sadness. Depression. The clock telling me I was too old, too late, too far behind. I’d walk from the garage — my studio, my refuge — into the front house and step straight into chaos. A father trapped in the shadow of his narcissistic mother.… Continue reading
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Plain Wings, Big Screen, and Tarantino’s True Vision
The last thing I did for fun was watch Kill Bill: The Whole Bloody Affair — for the first time the way Quentin Tarantino originally intended it to be seen. I realized this after opening the Wallet app on my iPhone and seeing my expired AMC ticket from Friday, December 5th — 2:15pm, Auditorium 5, Seat C9. One… Continue reading
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My Simple Grocery List That Keeps Me Going
A simple list of the five grocery items that keep my routine steady — from black coffee to veggies, lemon, and room-temperature water. These are the things that fuel my days and help me stay disciplined. Continue reading
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The Only Reputation I’m Trying to Earn
I grew up quitting every time things got hard. Now I keep showing up—posting, creating, and trying. This is the one thing I hope people remember about me. Continue reading