anxiety
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“It’s not the accident. It’s the waiting.”
Sometimes the hardest part isn’t the event itself. It’s the waiting, the stress, and the feeling that life keeps calling before you’ve had a chance to rest. Continue reading
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“That cold feeling came back”

Sometimes one moment is enough to bring everything back—the doubt, the fear, the feeling of being behind. Continue reading
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“I’d like to see how I handle the moment”

Some feelings draw themselves. 7:24 in the morning. Eyes tired. Rubbing them. Coffee brewing to my right. Monday. Same routine. And I’m thinking about the question. What’s a job I’d do for one day? Acting. Not for fame. Not for money. Just to step into a scene. Memorize lines. Go back and forth with someone.… Continue reading
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The Hate of You 🥷 — A Hood Chronicle
To light another fag, to let the swirls of this smoke flow, flow through the streets of South Central. Ground control — the place where many don’t walk through to see. Today’s story? It’s that of a young woman in her twenties — she could be any girl. A woman full of anxiety, full of… Continue reading
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“A Mustang Without an Engine”
Walking Simba at night, I saw a Mustang without an engine—and realized the way out isn’t arguing with fear. It’s reps. It’s effort. Continue reading