June 25, 2026 — 10:34 a.m. Sitting in my blue chair like every morning. A moment to myself. Hello. Ridiculous. What a word. I think I wasn’t ridiculous. I think I was just lacking information that created different feelings as I grew. Now, though… I think I prefer to be ridiculous. To me it means:… Continue reading

June 18, 2026 Woke again at 2:30 a.m. and 6 a.m. to feed my orange furball. Don’t feel tired. Sipping coffee and watching a video about horror movies. I used to believe that adults had life figured out. I couldn’t wait to become one so I could finally understand life. No. You get older and… Continue reading