📓 May 11, 2026 — 6:50 a.m.
Simba sitting at his window.
Eyes closed in the same stupid chair I always sit in.
Laptop on the ottoman.
The question is:
What made you realize you were stronger than you thought?
And honestly…
I don’t think I’ve ever looked at myself that way.
I’ve never sat there and thought:
“Wow. I’m stronger than I realized.”
Usually my thought is:
“You could be doing better.”
There’s always improvement to make.
But…
I do think I’ve improved.
That part is true.
After high school, I was a mess.
I got put on probation at two community colleges because my grades were terrible.
My GPA was around 1.6.
I had a fatty liver.
I weighed 206 pounds at 5’7”.
For my frame…
that was a lot.
Now I’m around 170.
I paid off debt.
Built some savings.
Things I never thought I could do consistently.
And yeah…
I still live in a garage.
I’m still not a paid artist.
But I think that’s the difference now.
Before, I would only see the failure.
Now…
I can at least admit there’s been progress.
Maybe that’s strength too.
💬 Reader question
Do you think strength always feels powerful… or can it sometimes just look like slow progress?
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If this felt real… I write moments like this.
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