I woke up at 3 in the morning in my chair.
Feet on the futon.
Neck messed up.
I had passed out mid-drawing.
Didn’t even plan it.
Just… gone.
Then I dragged myself to bed with no blankets and knocked out again.
I’m still tired.
So thinking about 10 years from now?
It’s weird.
I used to do that a lot.
5 years.
10 years.
20 years.
Trying to predict my life like it was a schedule.
Now I think differently.
I don’t want to predict it.
I want to choose it.
I want to be a paid artist.
Not just drawing…
but getting good.
2D.
3D.
Animation.
Storytelling.
I want to understand money better.
Stocks.
Saving.
Building something that actually grows.
And yeah…
I want a family.
Kids.
A wife.
But more than that—
I want memories.
Real ones.
Not just “we existed together.”
I mean:
👉 we lived
I want to wake up one morning…
coffee in my hand…
and look at my life and think:
this was worth it.
Not perfect.
Not figured out.
Just…
worth it.
💬 Reader question
When you think about the future… are you trying to predict it, or choose it?
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